*sad*

I want carl to come back... he didnt want to go to Ireland and i didnt want him to go either,, but he had to and i want him back.. i'm all lonely and clares away on holidaisys to.. i called carl yesterday and i didnt know it would take up his credit so now he cant reply to my texts and i just want to be able to get in touch with him.. i miss him so much.. its crazy!! i hate that he had to go and altho i know he will be back by friday but thats a whole week away and i cant bear to not talk to him for that long.. its cruel i tell you!! CRUEL!!!

and well erm not much else to say other then i did just spend 2 days alone and they were the most miserable ever! never again i tell you, but thats because carl promised to never leave me alone like that again... but thats cos of a big development in our relationship.. but i cant tell you all just yet.. dont wanna jinx it.. so SHHHH! for now :P